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Today marks sixteen years that I have been a mother.  I had no idea what to do with the little baby boy that God gave me, and we've had plenty of bumps along the way.  As I reflect on his life so far, I'm reminded of so many little moments in his life that I will hold to tightly and treasure always.


Of course, the first moment is his actual birth.  Many people don't know this, but I went into pre-term labor with Wess at 34 weeks.  The doctors told me that, given how early he was, he would likely have a low birth weight and multiple medical and developmental issues.  But I knew in my heart that he would be strong.  He would be okay.  Believe it or not, I sat in a hospital room from March 7-14, 2005 incubating him as long as my body would allow. Then, on March 14, he arrived.  I'll never forget the relief I felt when I heard those piercing cries come from his strong lungs.  My baby boy, by the grace of God, was perfect... and so tiny! We had to purchase preemie diapers and clothing because even newborn clothes swallowed his tiny frame.  He was (and still is) precious is every way.

Fast forward to October 2018.  Just two days after Hurricane Michael, Wess was injured while clearing debris around our home.  This injury required emergency surgery to repair an open compound tibial fracture.  It was one of the most difficult things he went through, BUT GOD gave him the strength to keep moving forward. I have watched in awe at other events in his life that just remind me that God 's hand is on Wess. I know he's going to do great and mighty things for the Kingdom of God.

For his whole life, even before he was born, I prayed that God would reveal His calling on Wess's life and that He would prepare my heart for that calling.  I'm so proud to be his mom and grateful to the "village" that played a part or are still working to help shape Wess into a man of character, integrity, and above all, after the heart of God.

Being a mom is amazing and scary all at once. I spent the early years teaching my children to do everything for themselves because I want them to be independent and responsible.  And then the day comes where I have to step back and watch my handiwork.  There are still teachable moments, but as they grow and mature, those moments don't come as often.  It's bittersweet...knowing I've done my best and knowing I haven't always hit the mark.  And then I have to remind myself that as much as I love my children, God loves them so much more.  Even better, I gave my boys to the Lord when they were young, so I have to trust that their Creator and Savior knows what's best for them.  In the meantime, I will take time to treasure every moment.  I will look for those teachable moments when I can instill a little wisdom.  I will pray for my sons and the future God has in store for them.

Happy 16th birthday, Wess.  Enjoy every moment...

 And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.     (Philippians 1:6)


© Jill Cook and Unbroken & Undone Ministries. All rights reserved.

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