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Down to the Wire

Admittedly, I take on too much. I am notorious for feeling the need to meet others’ needs and burning the candle at both ends. This results in my feeling exhausted, overwhelmed, and unable to perform any of my tasks well. Such has been my life for the past three weeks. Between the expected chaos and unexpected storms, I have not allowed myself enough margin to just breathe. Hence, the delay in this post.

Don’t get me wrong. The things that have consumed me over these past days have been valid and important. I’m doing things that I enjoy. There are things that had to be done because they are the right things to do. I don’t regret any of it. And now, I’ve done all I can do.

Typically when I arrive at this point, I am emotionally, mentally, and physically spent. There is nothing left to give. So, friend, I ask your forgiveness as I take a moment to allow God to restore me. I need Him to renew my mind and strength. Because I know myself well enough to know that I can’t keep pouring out of an empty vessel. 

“He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless.” Isaiah‬ ‭40:29‬ ‭NLT‬‬

If you, like me, say yes to everything, give yourself margin. Take time to pause and breathe. Wait on God to refresh you before you keep pushing yourself down to the wire. I’m praying for you today.


© Jill Cook and Unbroken & Undone Ministries.  All rights reserved.

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